A very slow day yesterday so a lazy weekend. We wanted to go away but I just cant raise the mojo to pack the Motorhome. I cant let each day roll into another like this. I cant waste the precious time, and yet time with Ray and Louis is never wasted as we live another day together.
I think Im on edge about the hospital appointment. I will chase things tomorrow. All this waiting for appointments, scans, treatment, help with our illness it is wasting time I dont have.
I enjoy tidying up everyday and playing housewife better than a patient though. I managed to get everything done while Ray walked Louis, they seemed to tke longer. I like being able to get on, then I think they are taking a long time, and then I start to panic. What if a car has hit them etc etc , the mind goes into over drive. Then I see them coming up the road and Ray says Oh I bumped into so and so we had a chat.
I like nothing has happened, Oh thats nice.
We went to bed last night, I dropped of in my drugged state and was dreaming about a noise that went on and on. I woke up and I wasn’t dreaming.
Lights were shining in my bedroom window so I leaned out and twisted the pole to open the blinds.
A helicopter was very low, very very low.
He was traveling over the homes in huge swoops and so noisy.
This went on for ages and Ray never even stirred.
I wonder who they were looking for. We do get lorries stop in a layby and they drop off Immigrants so they work on a farm by us.
We do have an estate by us that have naughty young people.
Cars get stolen and they race along the Thanet Way so whether they were being chased and the dump the car and ran for it. All that happens just like the telly but we have to lay in the dark to try and drop off again wondering if the person they are looking for is in your garden.
The mind works overtime on so much doesnt it.
Little Bit amazed at the fact Noel Edmonds is trying to buy the BBC. How strange as out of the blus the story reached us yesterday.
(The BBC should be run as a not-for-profit organisation with adverts and product placement, Noel Edmonds has claimed.